Inseperable Love

Romans 8. This is my absolute favorite section of the Bible. If there was one author that could really get your mind going it would be Paul. Peter called his writing "confusing" and "hard to understand," but if you look past the countless run-on sentences and composition errors(translators had no choice with his style of writing) you see the power and the voice behind his writing. Now back to my favorite chapter of the Bible. For the most part this has a positive and encouraging theme to it. With all the struggles and persecution going on in Rome, this is what the church in Rome needed to hear. However, this is something all of us need to hear as well.
In the end of Romans 8 it says:

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor deamons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to seperate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Romans 8:38-39 NIV

To me that is the most encouraging verse. I make bad mistakes all the time. God still loves me. I say or do something that hurts someone. God still loves me. I think terrible thoughts at times. God still loves me. I turn my back away from God. God still loves me. How does he do that? It would be the hardest thing for me to love someone after they hurt me or was mean to me, yet if I hurt God He still loves me with all of his heart. Now this doesn't mean I can just go around doing bad or even terrible things because God will still love me anyway. No, God wants something more out of me. He wants my life. He wants me to live for Him, and Him alone. The reality is this. Nothing I ever do will make God love me less.
I probably accepted Christ at a younger age than most. I was 4 (almost 5) when I accepted Christ. I was raised in what today we would call a "sheltered home." In fact, I lived in a parsonage on the church property. I attended that church, went to the Christian school sponsored by my church, and went to all of the church events. Through my whole childhood I lived well within my comfort zone until a sunday school class got me thinking (see "Captivating") and a youth pastor in 2004 challenged our youth group to break out, to be a rescue shop to those "unsheltered kids" in our neighborhood. Here was a problem. I couldn't look past what these kids have probably done or were still doing. I just couldn't see the point in reaching out to these people. I couldn't see how He could still love them. But God loved them anyway. He knew their hearts and he looked past it all. He forgave them. Nothing could seperate them from the love of God. I still had not quite grasped it. That winter my grandpa died of esophogal cancer and that just did not help my perception of God's will at all. It was a missions trip that opened it up for me. In June of 2005 twenty-seven of us embarked on a 13 hour journey to Denver, Colorado to serve for and among the homeless and those in rehabilitation. Bang! It felt like a smack to the head. I got it! I finally got it! There was no one that could do anything to make God not love them. God's amazing love is what is bringing people to know Him and have a relationship with Him through Jesus Christ. Showing God's love, the inseperable love of God, is how we can reach out to people and share with them the next step: a relationship with the One who loves them.

Friends

There is a lot going on in my life these days. Our church is searching for a new youth pastor, school is starting and I am soon going to be running around like crazy from my high school classes to college classes. I also am on a mission to get my license before the end of this year. I am 18. I should have had one two years ago. With all this going on in my life I do not know what I would do without my friends and family. I am going to talk about my friends right now. Through the stress that high school has thrown on me the past few years, God has given me awesome friends to help me through. I honestly have no idea what I would do without my friends. I can talk to them about almost anything and they are usually good listeners. I do my best to return the favor to them. My friends came from all sorts of places, but my closest friends have come from church and school. When I look back in the Bible it is obvious that friendship is an extremely important aspect of life. People like David and Paul were strongly impacted by their friends. This past weekend I was reminded about how great my friends really are. The memories that are made, the conversations, and the inside jokes that form are awesome and irreplaceable. Yes, they may disappoint or hurt me at times--and I know I disappoint and hurt them at times--but that usually doesn't get in the way. The best thing about true friends is that they are not afraid to be honest about what they think and are not afraid to be genuine--to be themselves around their friends. The biggest thing I learned this past weekend is that I would not trade my friends for anything in the world. I love them a lot!

Captivating

Captivating. That just seems like and interesting word to me. The word captivating means "to attract and hold the attention or interest of, as by beauty or excellence; enchant." When I was 12 years old there was a person that God used to captivate me. I went into my preteen Sunday school class not expecting anything different. I expected it to be the normal bible story and craft project I had in previous Sunday schools. Boy was I wrong. The teacher was Rick McCoy, a family friend. He had decided that we were old enough to be taught something that would be valuable to us. Not that the previous Sunday school classes weren't valuable. By that time we, a class of boys, had done plenty of scripture memorization, but we had not learned much of comprehending and taking something away from those verses. This class changed that. He told us we would be studying the book of John. When I heard that I was just thinking, "John. I have a friend named John....what a boring book....I like Luke better...and so on." Then he gave us this notebook with a breakdown of what we would be learning this year. He wanted us to take notes. Then he asked a friend of mine to read John 1:1-2 which says this: "In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning." Then he asked us what that meant. Our thoughts were, "Wait! We have to think!!! This guy is crazy!" Sure enough, the whole year was like this. He challenged us to think and had us reflect on what we learned. We spent 2 months on John chapter 1. And I'll tell you what. God caught my attention. Here I was sitting as a comfortable home schooled preteen thinking I could not do anything till I was older, and he proved me wrong. He gave me a teacher who showed us how the Word of God could be captivating and how we could share that with others.
So what is so captivating about God? What is so enchanting, so excellent, and so beautiful about God. To me, it is His mercy and grace. You have to admit that a God who sent His one and only Son to give us a way to Him is the most captivating thing you have ever heard of. Why did he do this? He loves each and every one of us despite of what we have done. He does not want us to miss the joy of being with Him. So Christ took on the sins of the world and died with them so we might be saved if we believe and have faith in Him. That to me fits the definition of captivating.

I'll tell you this: God has been so amazing, and He still is amazing. I want to follow Him always. I want to follow Him all the way to the end. I don't want to let back, I don't want to give in to temptation. I want to serve Him with all my heart, I want to be built to last an eternity with Him. And I will, because I don't want to miss the joy of the Lord whose everlasting light Christ put in our reach.

My week and a lesson of guidance.

This week has been somewhat slow. Rock the River kicked off the week really well. (Skillet specifically) That had to be the largest concert they have ever had under the arch. Just imagine Jefferson National Expansion Memorial full of people. It was AMAZING. Unfortunately that was the last night for our youth pastor who is going to be moving on to wherever God is leading him. It is sad to see him go, but I am glad he is following God's plan even if it is not clear. I began studying for Bible quizzing this week. We are doing 1&2 Corinthians. 1st Corinthians had a verse that was very interesting to me:

"For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength." 1 Corinthians 1:25

I am still stuck on this topic in my head. I always want to make the perfect plan for my life, but there are so many complications in the long run. God just knows what He is doing and I need to put my life in his hands. Right now I know that God wants me to seek Him with all my heart and he will guide me in the right direction. He has control of my life, but that is still very hard for me to understand.

JST

Orlando 2009-From My Perspective

Entering the fall of 2008, I had been on three missions trips. I went to Denver in 2005 and during Thanksgiving in 2006. I also served with my youth group at St. Louis Southwest Church of the Nazarene. I thought nothing could surpass my past missions trip experiences, but I was so wrong. This trip changed so much in my life and I want to tell you about it. I am telling you about it because I believe that the people who went on the trip are not the only ones that can be touched by it.

Anyone could have felt the excitement in the room when Pat announced to us that we would be "suffering for the Lord in Orlando, Florida." There was so much planned and so much to do to fund this trip. Fundraisers, service projects, Pat's unusually long facial hair, and much done on our own time soon raised money for the missions trip. Despite some late problems (which Pat handled very well) , we found ourselves ready to go to Orlando. And we went. We had a lock-in where we were required to be awake until 2 A.M. so we would sleep in the vans. This included a camp-style competition with the formation of teams and competitions. It was fun. After prayer and the arrival of our drivers, we left for Orlando. I would say most of us slept till we were at least crossing into Kentucky. Chris W. and Josh broke any sleeping record. We arrived at our housing for the week at a descent time. We soon split to our respective houses. The boys' house was temporarily out of AC which required us to move to alternative housing for a couple of nights. (Most of what happened at the boys' house will be kept quiet. What happens at the boys' house stays at the boys' house.)

IN ORLANDO
DAY 1

I was awaken when Tim, a sponsor on our group, tugged on my legs which were hanging off of my undersized bed. I got up, put on my well-designed Orlando 2009 t-shirt, and joined the rest of the boys as we rode over to the main house for breakfast. Felicia, who saved us from fast food, cooked a good breakfast and soon we were off to attend church at Orlando Centre Pointe Church of the Nazarene. I enjoyed the service a lot and the people who talked to me were really excited and happy that we were there. We spent the afternoon back at the house to relax and get to know each other before the week started. We then set out to the First Baptist Church of Orlando for the missions project rally. There we met up with our other group from Franclay(probably not spelled correctly) and our servant coordinator, Brad. After our groups had a small meeting with Brad, I felt a whole lot more comfortable and reassured about what we were doing on our trip. We had our first debriefing when we went back to the house and I wrote down what my expectations were for the week. They were:
1. To work my butt off.
2. To glorify God in everything I did.
3. To try to get along with everybody. Becuase I am very hard to get along with. :]
In all truth I can get annoying.
I went to bed ready to give God all I had for the week.

DAYS 2-6

After moving my stuff to the boys' actual house, eating breakfast, and being apart of the group devotions (the last two we did every morning), we set out to see our worksites. We had two projects that needed different types of work. We met and split at the house that needed the most work. It was rough seeing this house. We wasted no time in getting demolition started. It was nasty and took a long time, but we finally finished the demo and started to get a feel of what we needed to accomplish. We were assigned to different jobs on Day 2. I, however, did not maintain one job for more than thirty minutes becuase I had either reached a point in the project where the project was ready to be taken over by someone with experience or if other people needed me to help them with something up high. Sometimes being tall can get annoying. I still had fun though. Tuesday night a girl in our group let out how she felt towards a certain event on our work site. This led to our "counseling sessions" which united our group very well. Being open and honest kept us from killing each other the entire week. Later we began to use the comforting "We understand your problems and we love you" term in our "couseling sessions." At the main site, where I was working, progress was really getting noticeable. Ken led in the kitchen remodeling, Tim led the bathroom remodeling, and Pat and Lance were all over creation. We worked very hard without air conditioning and it paid off. Soon after Brad's third "fudgy pop" delivery of the week, we finally finished. It was a pretty awesome week. One night during the week Pat had us say something positive about another person in the group or things we appreciated about that person. It was pretty awesome and took a very, very, long time. I went to bed that night thanking God for a wonderful week.

DAY 7

On Saturday we went to the beach. The day was pretty relaxing. While waiting for Pat to return from dropping people off at the airport we had a devotional and watched "Josh Bryson:The Real American Hero" on youtube. We were at Canaveral Seashore most of the day and had a really fun time. The ride back from the beach in the brown van was the best. My van consisted of Tim, Ryan, Tonya, Holland, Caitlin, Jessica, Ashley, Chris M., Nate, and me. Me and Chris had just eaten KFC (which will never happen again) and could not stop farting the entire way back to the house. On top of that Chris was singing songs about people using the tune of the song playing in the van. We also were just talking and having a really good time. At the gas station Jessica danced with a random person and Tonya showed us her dance moves. It was a pretty funny experience. That was pretty much the best van ride ever.

DAY 8-The Last Day in Orlando

On Sunday we packed up our stuff and headed to the Church of the Nazarene General Assembly Sunday Service. I was so tired I could hardly stay awake for the service. It amazed me yet again how big this small segment of christians was. I enjoyed the worship until I had to sit down. It was also exciting to see people from our church there. We soon left Orlando and I was personally thankful for my experience.

What I learned

God spoke to me a lot during this trip. I learned to trust God more in my situations and that He has a big plan for my life. I honestly have no idea what I am going to do with my career and no idea where I am going to go to college. There is stuff that seems to be going backwards in my life. It seems like I have nowhere to turn. But that is not true. God provided me with a great family, great friends, and an awesome church family. There is a verse in Habakkuk that really struck me when I read it:

Habakkuk 3:17-19a

"Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep and the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior. The Sovereign Lord is my strength;

It is amazing to me how, no matter what the circumstances, God is still there to carry us through. We all need to have faith that God will fulfill his will in our lives. My church started the church year with the theme: Lives Changed, Lives Connected, Lives lived out. This missions trip changed my life and connected me with friends and more importantly with God. Now I want to live for God with all of my heart.

Joseph Taylor

Hi

Welcome to my blog. This is not close to being finished but I am getting there. The purpose of this blog is to share my experiences with those reading, because I believe that people don't have to be involved in an experience to learn something from it. (It is however a lot easier when you are apart of that experience.) It will become obvious to you that I am not worried about grammar or spelling when I write. Some of what I write will be opinion. I do not claim that everything I write is absolutely unquestionable. I hope you can take something away from this blog.

Joseph Taylor